Saturday, January 22, 2005


january is about to come to a close in a couple of days, and still i miss you all so much. i cant seem to settle down completely. i cant seem to make friends. accquaintances, yes. but friends? i dunno. i feel like i'm this speck of dust floating around...with nowhere to go. no place to be. i dont belong anywhere. do i? blah. anyway. feb is coming. closer and closer with each passing moment. the big day is about to arrive. the day of our Os results. i'm scared. petrified. apprehensive. i dont want it to come. yet i want it to. i always contradict myself so please excuse me. woe, oh woe, why have you come to consume me?


4e6*//ally`* || 2:33 PM
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