Monday, March 14, 2005
lonesome.

is it just me or am i the only one having difficulty settling down without all of you? sigh. it just isnt the same, even if we meet up once in awhile. it just isnt. and it'll never be the same again. i reach out to grasp it, yet it's not within my reach. it's there, just there. i can almost touch it - almost. but not quite. memories dont fade away... but sometimes, the essence of them do. and somehow, memories arent quite the same as the real thing. if only, if only...

or maybe it's just cos i hate adapting to new places. the stupid shy me inside of me always has that problem. rawr. but i dont think it's that... cos somehow, it isnt what we used to be. and it never will be. ever again. so many of you seem to be settling down nicely, what with new friends, new groups to hang out with, new bonds formed... but for me, it's hard, so hard, too hard. i wanna be in sec3/4 again. where, at least, there were happy endings. and all of you.

missing you guys.

4e6*//ally`* || 10:23 PM
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